July 2012
8 posts
Bad Kitty
I’ve been such a bad kitty; how can I ever… Redeem my kitty self? :’(
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Wolf games...
Wolf seems to want to play some games with me
That I do not care to partake in;
I really don’t know why he insists on trying to make me seem the bad one,
When he is the catalyst in every regard;
Ever met someone who is so narcissistic
That they manipulate you as much as possible into doing and behaving totally outside of yourself?
Well, Wolf is like that.
He’s got it coming out...
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Missing You
I miss you, Wolf.
It’s so hard not having you in my life right now; things are so frustrating.
I could use one of your hugs;
I remember your scent so vividly, it’s like you’re close to me…
Sigh,
I guess I’m still heartbroken, after all.
What type of friend could you have really been if I didn’t even notice you were gone?
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I
I have; I want; I need; I get; I earn; I live; I breath; I think; I dream; I believe; I speak; I do; I love; I hear; I feel; I am: Nothing.
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What's left, now that Wolf is gone...
What’s left?
He’s driven me to a point where I reacted without thinking…
I haven’t done that in over two years…
Now where are we?
Nowhere, he’s gone.
There is no us, even though us stopped being the moment he
‘Confessed’…
….With all the guilt and sadness I feel,
I wonder if he can even understand that I had no control?
That he...
How do you apologise to someone who never apologised for all the hurt they caused you?
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Some hurt things..
Some hurt things he said to me
Some hurt things I said to he
Some hurt things that he has done
Some hurt things that I have done
All in all we’re both to blame
For some hurt things have been done again.
Icy tears roll down my cheeks
Icy stares turn to treacherous peaks
My self is dangling from a cliff
That’s spiked by icy words and wishes.
I’m lying here, hurt and...
